I'm Letting You Go

Today is going to be the last day I take any crap from you,
I let you in over and over,
guilty is the pain I feel for helping you cheat on my mom,
I was little but I still carry it around with me.

You told me you loved me,
You told me you cared,
but I guess girl #4 was right,
Me and my brother were nothing but kids that lived with you.

Ever since girl#4 my other little brother hasn't been the same.
Now girl #5 i'm sure he will be very different.

To my mom, you never wanted to talk,
you said things like, "my mom died, i don't need a mom"
Money? you generously gave it all up to the casino,
also bought gas to take girl #5 to the movies to stuff her face with popcorn,

With my mom you never wanted to go out to the movies,
go out and eat,
instead you had her clean up your filthy mess,
fold your damn wash, and pay for the bills

you told me you loved me, but i stopped believing that after you failed the second chance.

now all im wondering is when will you want my mom again?
after girl#5 stops cleaning, cooking, and paying for your bills?

Im not the only one letting you go,
so is my Mom.