Beginning of the "Time"

TICK.TOCK.TICK.
The clock ticks by slowly,
Every minute feels like days,
I could feel my own self aging.
Why does time have a hold of me?
I believe it's because time was stolen from me.
I'll never get to know the man I loved,
The man who had my heart.
Why does time have me by my neck?
For now the man I love is like a memory,
A piece of my history.
He waits for me with the sweet aged woman
Who watched over me while he was out.
Why don't time let me go?
Time has done many horrible things.
Time has caused my brother to forget.
TICK.TOCK.TICK.
Please let me go.
I hate waiting, I want to see him now!
I know the man I love would want me to wait,
But it's far from now.
What does time have planned from me?
All it does is cause pain to those I care about.
I'm laying here sad to say I'm waiting.
What is time bringing for tomorrow?
But most of all, What does time have planned tonight?
Nightmare? Sound Sleep? or the Future?
TICK.TOCK.TICK.
Time all I ask is please, no more pain.
Give me the dream I ask for every night,
A dream with him.
TICK.TOCK.TICK......