I choose him instead of us, I walked away with tears in my eyes; falling from my face. I looked in my rear view mirror and caught a glimpse of you kicking the dirt and dropping to your feet. Turning off the radio because our song was playing, now all I heard was the gravel flying from under my tires escaping our secret place. I thought to myself how did I let it get this far, I thought that this could happen. I was ready to take a chance and jump on this train with you.
I ended up letting him scare me away from you, I let him control my decision. So im in this relationship, kisses and hugs, but no trust. I’ll no longer feel your lips on my shoulder or the back of my hand. No longer smell your natural scent of you while you sleep. No longer feel you laying on my back as you watch tv with me. I’ll no longer see your light brown rays in your eyes as you stare at me. Instead I’ll be sleeping by his side and dream of what we used to be.
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