hours of lunch getting acquainted, became a day of spending time with each other. "shooting the shit" with you was always something new and exciting. remembering the first touch; teasing me because i jerked away, but that day together became easy to hold your hand. while things at home were still a problem, i made myself at home in your arms and felt joy with your kisses. curious but a chance to get away from my problems i stayed the night in your arms. what i remember most is the look on your face you gave me when you showed me your home. happy but nervous; hoping i wouldn't just take off. i was able to just sit and relax with no arguments, it was just us being there together that freed me from him. microwave pizza and water is another thing i remember, you happily served me.
when you smile i memorize every single line and curve, the same way i memorize your laugh like a song. soon it came to the point where we could no longer be together and it has been a while since i seen you. flash backs of the talks that we had, such as "give me my pickle back" "i've fallen for you" and "I think i love you" i've been missing you since you have been gone, and now that were just friends it makes it harder to hide the memories of us. I never would have thought i could care about someone so deep and so quick, but my heart went for it.
Even if we were to stay just friends or acquaintances i know one thing is sure, don't regret a single kiss, hug, or caress. When you think of me i hope you think good things and the day we spent by the river, that is what i'll be thinking when i think of you.
I'll Miss You
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