Your my Sudoku

Love & Sudoku.

yes to me it seems like love is sudoku.
you try to get every number 1-9 in each column, row and box.
pen or pencil.

i usually use pen, its permanent with no erasing.
like love, you say 'i love you' and you mean it.
problem with using pen is that once you make a mistake, no erasing.
that is when sometimes i wish to use a pencil.
like accidentally when you say 'babe i hate when you act like a total *****'
sometimes you cant erase or chew it over with a snickers, because still there'll
still be that arguing over stupid stuff.

think of one sudoku puzzle equals one month.
your proudly geting a hang of sudoku but then all of a sudden you have an error.
once your sudoku puzzle is screwed up, your relationship probably is to.
maybe he/she will give you another chance and give you a new puzzle to start over with,
lucky you, some others aren't given that chance.

if you haven't really gotten good at sudoku and are looking in the back of the book for answers,
that would be equall to cheating on the one you love.
your not making a full commitment to the relationship, your giving up.

my relationship is like sudoku.
i sometimes can be hapy and countinue to the next puzzle with no problem.
soon it comes to the time when i need to start using a pencil, i get upset and frustrated.
a problem in the puzzle, i want to quit at times but then i remember why i fell in love with sudoku.
i love my boyfriend, he is my sudoku.
its almost been a year, so i'm on my twelfth sudoku puzzle right now.
i'm almost done with it but i dont know how to finish, i'm confused with this puzzle.
i want him with me when we both finish our sudoku together but sadly its not going to happen.
he'll celebrate by doing something fun as if its just another day
while i celebrate it in my truck on the road missing him