Tonight

I thought about what if i never heard your voice?
what if i never saw you again?
you dont know how much effect you have on my life
you might not know how much i care about you
a simple object can have me smiling
remembering the laughs, your smile,
so what if i never heard from you again?
my heart slowly and tragically breaking
my smile fading to grey
would my arms be able to hug again?
so what if you never came back?
would the word "love" make sense?
that space in my heart reserved for you;
would it be full again?
would i ever feel your kiss?
What if i never got the chance to tell you "i love you?"
would you know in your heart i thought about you everyday?
so if i never hear your voice or see your face
i want you to know with my whole heart
"i love you"

O.M.Freaking.Gosh!

I did it!
I miss him!
he misses me!
I havent stopped singing in the shower, car, ive been singing and cleaning at the same time.
I dressed nice today, the dummy i am, he cant see me :)
what to do now?
catch up with what i wanted to tell him...
imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou....