We Should've Known

i should've known
already belonging to someone
a family already made
future plans already set

home and work should've been separate
lunch should have stayed as lunch
texting should have never happened

i see it all now that your gone
i should've known

you treated me right
some called it a game
but i was trapped

i should've known
but also,
you should've known

This is Me

When I love I give my whole heart
I forget the wrongs you did to give you a chance
three chances is all you get from me
If I love you, please don't take it for granted
friend or lover, I love the same
Be honest with me, Ill be honest with you
If I tell you about my dad, you know I love you madly
When I'm mad
apologize, even if I don't apologize first
when I tell you to leave, stay there and hold me
even if I push you away
when I cry
don't ask why, wipe my tears and hold me close
when I'm ready I'll tell you
friend or lover, I love the same
when I'm happy don't ask why
tickle me and make me laugh
"lets do something more crazy"
when I'm sleepy
lay down beside me
kiss my cheek but don't leave till i go to sleep
if you fall asleep before me
better prepare yourself, your gonna get slapped
friend or lover
This is Me

Now

I looked in your eyes
I felt your touch
I listened to your voice
All things in use to love

I looked in your eyes
I no longer see me in them

I felt your touch
but I no longer feel at home in your arms

I listened to your voice
it was no longer music to my ears

all things i use to love
are all now just memories
I have them with me everyday
but i no longer miss them

some days I want to see your face
then I forget why I wanted to

I'm strong enough to let you go

All I know is we were a beautiful mistake

Believe

Remember that day we sat together? No talking, just us breathing and letting out small sighs. Until I grabbed your hand, you gave me a louder sigh and the cold shoulder. I held your hand for the longest moment, hoping in return you’d find it in your heart to forgive me. You loved me so much, and I loved you too. I’m Married. We were close, shared our secrets with each other. Dont know what each of us would do without each other. “I love you.” I heard those words slip from your lips and ring in my ears. Those three little words had a heavy meaning. “I always will.” Then these words fell from your lips. All the feelings between us changed, we could never be an us; Ever. We never told each other how we really felt for each other, you never judged the person that came into my life temporarily; neither did I. You left me sitting there, I watched you get into your car and drive away. You didnt think this relationship was that serious, well neither did I. Waited for you too long, and soon fell in love with HIM. Soon the tail lights were no longer in sight..