Tomorrow

I looked in your eyes
I got hooked on your voice
Everything the way I remember
I thought of the day in Durango
Your hand held mine
I'm trying to stop myself
Don't want to think about you
I'm thinking bad thoughts of you right now
telling myself it was just a game
I was just some girl to you
then i hear your voice and look at your face
I remember you holding me
telling me not to go
but inside I'm telling myself to let go and move on

You Again

I saw your face today
cant say I didn't miss it
missed it so much I had to look away
I hid in the back so I didn't have the urge to look into your eyes
so I wouldn't fall back in love with you
letting you go to get my family back
I have my family
though your still in my heart
in my head
in my mind
I saw your face today
All I can say is I miss you

Phone Call

Today I heard from you
4 minutes felt like 4 seconds
those 4 minutes already captured me
they had me remembering you
we were an us
you became apart of me
a part that could not be erased or forgotten
4 minutes felt like 4 seconds
quick enough to feel your ghost holding me
chills down my spine from the sound of your voice
hoping to not hear you say "i miss you"
if I did I'd probably shatter
4 minutes felt like 4 seconds
quick but slow enough to miss you

Bear

Im listening to this song
its been playing over and over in my head
in my head for a couple of weeks now

simply reminding me of the weeks
of the days when I was yours

Laying my head on your chest
listening to your heart pound my name
tracing your tattoos with my fingertips
Bear Paws.

I love the home I made in your arms,
it felt just right belonging there
every kiss, eager for our lips to touch
a kiss on my neck
leads to a kisses trailing down to my stomach

not being able to say "no"
felt so good at that moment
pulling me closer to you
not want wanting to let go

I laid with you that night
listening to the cars drive by on the wet pavement
listening to the rain fall down the gutters
not wanting this night to end

I'm listening to this song play over and over
and it was only those short weeks I was yours
I remind myself to continue with my day
and tonight fall asleep with you
not knowing your in my dreams.

You

I seen you yesterday, just a wave with empty words.
On my side I had a rush of feelings,
"i miss you" "i hate you" "i want to see you"
I wanted to know what you were feeling,
if you felt the same way, if you moved on.
I could tell you I miss you, I still think I love you,
but those words would both do us no good.
I want you to believe me when I tell you
"it's not easy forgetting someone like you, and that I still care about you"
but really what would it seriously do for us?
make it harder?
that's why I rather you not believe anything I have to say
When you tell me you miss me too, and that you love me,
I force myself to not believe a word you say,
but deep in my heart I want to believe you and reach out to you.
I miss every look you gave me,
the look when you try to make me laugh,
the pouting look so I can give in to you,
but the serious look is the one I love so much;
the gaze in your eye and the tone in your voice,
I fall more and more in love with you.
I love your smile when you talk about your friends
and laugh about the crazy stuff you guys went through.
But the smile I love the most is the one
when we planned about the things we would do
the same smile you gave when you use to hug me.
So everyday I hope and pray I can have a day without
the want for you.

The Bet