It was a feeling that had changed my life for the very first time.
I didn't know what it would feel like?
Would it hurt? Would it scare me? Would I run away from it?
I simply had to let go of my emotions and see what the deal was.
When I let go of everything, I could feel it, that tingle inside me.
Friends thought I was crazy for falling for a guy that was....
What would you call it?
The only way that I could describe him is not their idea of someone I would like.
Some thought it was cute.
Every time I'd walk the halls or classrooms, I'd catch him looking at me.
The way he looked at me let me know he liked me.
Especially in class, everyone could see it.
They'd smile, tease, or laugh.
The Halls would be filled with Ooo's and Ahhh's.
All I could do was smile, I'd get butterflies that would flutter and flutter, they would never stop.
There were things he'd do that would have me smiling.
Like the way he flips his hair, the way his smile would reveal his dimples.
His eyes would change colors in the light from Blue to Green to Hazel, and to even Light Brown.
His laugh, not like many I’ve heard before or can compare to, it's one of a kind.
I have a good memory; you can't forget a crush like this.
It has been a while since I have experienced this feeling, and what I found out is that it does hurt and it can be scary.
I sometimes end up running away from it, not wanting to get to close.
In the end, all I’ve got to say is that I miss him, I miss him at times and it sucks.
